A few weeks ago, I went to our 25 acre farm in WV. My plans were to have a heathful time of eating veggies, Bible reading, and prayer to finish my healing process from the cancer. There I was enjoying nature and the beauty of the WV hills as well as my times of listening to Bible tapes and the good healthy food.
Much to my surprise, I noticed a lump under my arm and then in my breast, both near the original cancer site. I waited until my husband came for the weekend so he could confirm it, which he did.
From my reading, I understand that the medical community does not offer hope once the cancer has metastasized beyond the breast. They will do surgery, chemo, etc but not as a cure.
Because of what I felt was God's leading (the events that I spoke of in my last blog), I felt definitively that I did not want further destruction to my body. I want to build my immune system and let my body fight off the invader.
I shared this desire for no further treatment with my family members and close friends, telling them that I felt it was a waste to see the doctor as I felt the lumps had to be cancer because of their proximity to the first site. My family had varied reactions but almost universal was their desire for me to see the doctor.
Because of this I went to see the doctor this week instead of in June when it was scheduled. After an exam, a mammogram, and an ultrasound, it was determined that I have fluid filled cysts and nothing of concern.
Needless to say, I am thanking God. The huge specter of active cancer is no longer looming over me.
In the midst of all of this, I received the DVD's that I ordered as a result of the events in my last blog. They are by Dr Lorraine Day. In them she purports radical nutritional changes, including no meat, and a diet of only veggies and fruit and fresh juice plus limited whole grains and almonds. She allows no sweeteners of any kind and no processed foods. This seemed not unreasonable to me at all when I was staring death in the face. Actually it still seems reasonable to me.
I have been juicing (with my husband) 10 pounds of organic carrots a day. I am turning a little orange. In truth, I love this diet. I am never hungry and the food is so satisfying. The sugar cravings are much better-- although I admit meat and coffee still smell great. Dr Day also proposes a very low fat diet in terms of eating minimal olive oil and only a few almonds. She has many other specifics and reasons for each instruction.
Dr Day had stage 4 breast cancer with metastasis to the bone, muscle and lymphatics. Her tumor was grapefruit size. At one point she was literally at death's door, unable to keep down any food or fluid. She had tried the nutritional program that she encourages but it had not worked for her. She then began a full program which she calls the 10 health commandments including much time in the Bible and prayer. She goes into this in her video "You Can't Improve on God".
I also bought the workbook that goes with this. She expounds on her thelogical beliefs which are not conventional at all. I do not agree with her on her thinking but I found it interesting reading.
Her medical and nutrtional advice made great sense to me. I also agreed that healing cannot be accomplished apart from God and his Word.
So here I am turning orange and trying to change a lifetime of habits and loving it. I am trying also to establish new habits in feeding my spirit.
Because God has been with me every step of the way, I feel this is a joyful journey. I still feel that all of this is for my good and the good of my family. I am excitedly anticipating the good things that God will bring about from this adventure.
The 2 verses that have been with me are "Though He slay me, yet I will trust Him." from Job, and "If I perish, I perish" from Esther. They sound morbid but in truth they are a great comfort to me.
The knowledge that when everything else is stripped away the foundation is rock solid is hugely comforting. In spite of this, there are three things that are not comfortable. 1.)The propect of coming face to face with God brings trembling. In no way am I ready for that except that Christ will cover me and hide my shortcomings and failures. The thought of being with God paradoxically brings great joy. I know that the greatest joys in my life won't compare to being with God. 2.)The process of dying itself is such an unknown. 3.) And lastly leaving Lee behind would be like cutting out my heart. He is my heart.
Thursday, May 17, 2007
Thursday, May 3, 2007
Preparation for Bad News
Yesterday I went to take some genotyping info to my GP. It is a blood test that can be done to determine if your liver has the enzymes to metabolize a specific medication. (Genotyping can be done for other things too, but this is my application.) I want to know if the Tamoxifen I am taking to inhibit estrogen will do me any good.
While I was there, I got a copy of the reports the oncologists sent to my doctor. They were much more dire than the reports my oncologists gave me. Essentially, they said that because of the family history of cancer, the grade of cancer(3-at the aggressive end of the scale), the estrogen negativity, and the opposite side site of atypical hyperplasia, I am at significant risk of recurrence. If recurrence happens anywhere but the same site, they basically consider it to be terminal cancer.
If I had this report 2 days earlier, I would have been devastated. However, because of God's intervention on Tues (see my last blog), I still feel hopeful.
Before Tuesday, I had an underlying feeling that the cancer would come back and kill me. I cannot say for sure that it still won't happen, but now I feel overwhelmingly optimistic.
The physical tip and the spiritual tip coincide today. God is in charge of your adventure. Take it a day at a time and trust that He has a customized plan for you.
While I was there, I got a copy of the reports the oncologists sent to my doctor. They were much more dire than the reports my oncologists gave me. Essentially, they said that because of the family history of cancer, the grade of cancer(3-at the aggressive end of the scale), the estrogen negativity, and the opposite side site of atypical hyperplasia, I am at significant risk of recurrence. If recurrence happens anywhere but the same site, they basically consider it to be terminal cancer.
If I had this report 2 days earlier, I would have been devastated. However, because of God's intervention on Tues (see my last blog), I still feel hopeful.
Before Tuesday, I had an underlying feeling that the cancer would come back and kill me. I cannot say for sure that it still won't happen, but now I feel overwhelmingly optimistic.
The physical tip and the spiritual tip coincide today. God is in charge of your adventure. Take it a day at a time and trust that He has a customized plan for you.
Divine appointments
I had an appt, I thought, at the church on Tues. It turned out I had mixed things up.
Happily, and I think providentially, I ran into a man there. I told him about my breast cancer and the healing retreat I have planned for a month at our farm vacation home. He told me of a woman, Judi, who had breast cancer and used nutrition as well as scripture and prayer to let God heal her without surgery, chemo or radiation.
I gave her a call and was told of her story and what she did as well as a resource to use.
She told me of Dr Lorraine Day and her books and tapes at drday.com. I have ordered them, but from what Judi told me I know I am on the right track.
As a bonus, it was worked out so that I was able to keep my appt at the church and the elder I spoke to gave me more resources--2 area oncologists who have nutritional counseling as part of their practices.
I felt so encouraged because not only do I feel like I am getting the info I need, but also, it showed me how compassionate God is to arrange these happy God incidents like hooking up with Judi and getting the names of doctors who can help in this nutritional journey.
This seems like it is all on the spiritual side today but it is not. God is concerned about every detail in our lives and I believe he arranges what we need for body, soul and spirit. We just need to remember to ask. Also we need to remember, he may not answer in the way we prescribe.
Happily, and I think providentially, I ran into a man there. I told him about my breast cancer and the healing retreat I have planned for a month at our farm vacation home. He told me of a woman, Judi, who had breast cancer and used nutrition as well as scripture and prayer to let God heal her without surgery, chemo or radiation.
I gave her a call and was told of her story and what she did as well as a resource to use.
She told me of Dr Lorraine Day and her books and tapes at drday.com. I have ordered them, but from what Judi told me I know I am on the right track.
As a bonus, it was worked out so that I was able to keep my appt at the church and the elder I spoke to gave me more resources--2 area oncologists who have nutritional counseling as part of their practices.
I felt so encouraged because not only do I feel like I am getting the info I need, but also, it showed me how compassionate God is to arrange these happy God incidents like hooking up with Judi and getting the names of doctors who can help in this nutritional journey.
This seems like it is all on the spiritual side today but it is not. God is concerned about every detail in our lives and I believe he arranges what we need for body, soul and spirit. We just need to remember to ask. Also we need to remember, he may not answer in the way we prescribe.
Monday, April 30, 2007
Changing your internal environment
Realize that if you have or had cancer that you need to make changes. It is not enough to get surgery, chemo, radiation, etc. Current thinking is that you have cancer cells in your body regularly or at least periodically. Your body fights them off and no big deal. If, however, you developed cancer, whatever in your internal environment that allowed the cancer to grow needs to be restructured.
I have already talked about many physical ways to change. Realize that what you think and what you do spiritually may be even more important. Harboring bitterness, unforgiveness, or judgments of others especially of your parents leaves you wide open for disease. Dis ease means you are no longer at ease with yourself. You need to ask why.
So many diseases of the body, mind or spirit start with not forgiving. Withholding forgiveness is like sticking a knife in yourself to hurt someone else.
Forgiving is not just a decision you make, it is a miracle which you start in the moment you make the choice to forgive and it is finished in you by the work of God. Forgiveness is always supernatural. It is not easy or cerebral. It involves constant turning the matter to God. The Bible says "Vengeance is mine, says the Lord." When we hold the slightest grudge, it makes our environment unhealthy, inside and out. The best book on this that I have ever seen is "Choosing Forgiveness" by John and Paula Sandford and Lee Bowen. It is available under resources in elijahhouse.org.
Most big hurts come to us from those really close to us. The biggest would be in our formative years especially involving our parents. It is not easy to see the places we have made judgments of our mom and dad, but it is crucial. The process must involve asking God to help and eventually coming to the point of forgiving the other person, yourself and any blame you put on God for letting the hurt happen to you.
It is best to enlist a trusted friend to listen to your confession as you speak forgiveness and ask forgiveness for any judgments you made rightly or wrongly. It is
not your job to judge anyone. When you do you will be judged also . It is a principle.
Start today making your environment more healthy. Choose forgiveness constantly for big and little things and look back to see where you have not done this in the past. Go through the process for every remembered hurt and then pray forgiveness for every unremembered hurt. It is hugely healing.
I promise this will be worthwhile though not easy.
I have already talked about many physical ways to change. Realize that what you think and what you do spiritually may be even more important. Harboring bitterness, unforgiveness, or judgments of others especially of your parents leaves you wide open for disease. Dis ease means you are no longer at ease with yourself. You need to ask why.
So many diseases of the body, mind or spirit start with not forgiving. Withholding forgiveness is like sticking a knife in yourself to hurt someone else.
Forgiving is not just a decision you make, it is a miracle which you start in the moment you make the choice to forgive and it is finished in you by the work of God. Forgiveness is always supernatural. It is not easy or cerebral. It involves constant turning the matter to God. The Bible says "Vengeance is mine, says the Lord." When we hold the slightest grudge, it makes our environment unhealthy, inside and out. The best book on this that I have ever seen is "Choosing Forgiveness" by John and Paula Sandford and Lee Bowen. It is available under resources in elijahhouse.org.
Most big hurts come to us from those really close to us. The biggest would be in our formative years especially involving our parents. It is not easy to see the places we have made judgments of our mom and dad, but it is crucial. The process must involve asking God to help and eventually coming to the point of forgiving the other person, yourself and any blame you put on God for letting the hurt happen to you.
It is best to enlist a trusted friend to listen to your confession as you speak forgiveness and ask forgiveness for any judgments you made rightly or wrongly. It is
not your job to judge anyone. When you do you will be judged also . It is a principle.
Start today making your environment more healthy. Choose forgiveness constantly for big and little things and look back to see where you have not done this in the past. Go through the process for every remembered hurt and then pray forgiveness for every unremembered hurt. It is hugely healing.
I promise this will be worthwhile though not easy.
Saturday, April 28, 2007
Progress in Supplement Search
I have made some progress on the supplement search. USP, which is for the United States Pharmacopoeia, is an independent certification agency which verifies potency and purity of nutritional supplements. I still have found no natural and organic products which are also USP certified.
These products are USP certified:
Nature Made, Nature's Resource, Kirkland, Equaline, Berkley and Jensen, Nutriplus, Q-Gel, Sun Mark, Tru Nature, Your Life, and at least some product from Puritan's Pride.
If a product is USP certified it will have a USP seal on it.
In 1994, for some strange reason, a new law was passed and supplements were no longer checked for potency or purity. Therefore, we are taking pills that could contain anything or any dose. They also stopped having companies prove their claims, instead proof was on the FDA to prove a supplement was harmful.
How do we protect ourselves? One way would be to take no supplements. In my view this is harmful choice. Another way is to speak with your pocketbook and buy USP supplements. Please email me if you know of a company which is USP certified plus natural and organic , but only if you won't gain from passing on the info.
The spiritual counterpart is to be equally guarded in what we let enter our mind and spirits. Phil 4:8 Always think about what is pure. Think about what is noble, right and pure. Think about what is lovely and worthy of respect. If anything is excellent and worthy of praise, think about those kind of things.
These products are USP certified:
Nature Made, Nature's Resource, Kirkland, Equaline, Berkley and Jensen, Nutriplus, Q-Gel, Sun Mark, Tru Nature, Your Life, and at least some product from Puritan's Pride.
If a product is USP certified it will have a USP seal on it.
In 1994, for some strange reason, a new law was passed and supplements were no longer checked for potency or purity. Therefore, we are taking pills that could contain anything or any dose. They also stopped having companies prove their claims, instead proof was on the FDA to prove a supplement was harmful.
How do we protect ourselves? One way would be to take no supplements. In my view this is harmful choice. Another way is to speak with your pocketbook and buy USP supplements. Please email me if you know of a company which is USP certified plus natural and organic , but only if you won't gain from passing on the info.
The spiritual counterpart is to be equally guarded in what we let enter our mind and spirits. Phil 4:8 Always think about what is pure. Think about what is noble, right and pure. Think about what is lovely and worthy of respect. If anything is excellent and worthy of praise, think about those kind of things.
Friday, April 27, 2007
Composite of Supplement Recommendations
From "Beating Cancer with Nutrition", "Antioxidants Against Cancer", The Complete Cancer Cleanse", and from the recommendations of a nutritionist, I have composite of basic recommended supplements. Take carotenoids, C, and E together. Zinc alone.
Natural mixed carotenoids 10,000-25,000 IU
Calcium 1,200-1,500mg
CLA 1-3 grams
Folic acid 400 mcg
Green tea 3 cups per day
Lycopene 15 mg twice a day
Selenium 200-400 mcg
Vit C 500-1000mg
Natural Vit E (d forms not dl) 200-800mg of d alpha tocopherol with mixed tocopherols
Vit A 10-20,000IU (higher doses must be monitored by blood tests
Coenzyme Q10 30-300mg
Lipoic acid 50-200 mg
Zinc 15- 30 mg
Melatonin at bedtime 3-20mg (The upper levels of doses should be under medical supervision as this is a hormone. Don't take with blood cancers.
Natural mixed carotenoids 10,000-25,000 IU
Calcium 1,200-1,500mg
CLA 1-3 grams
Folic acid 400 mcg
Green tea 3 cups per day
Lycopene 15 mg twice a day
Selenium 200-400 mcg
Vit C 500-1000mg
Natural Vit E (d forms not dl) 200-800mg of d alpha tocopherol with mixed tocopherols
Vit A 10-20,000IU (higher doses must be monitored by blood tests
Coenzyme Q10 30-300mg
Lipoic acid 50-200 mg
Zinc 15- 30 mg
Melatonin at bedtime 3-20mg (The upper levels of doses should be under medical supervision as this is a hormone. Don't take with blood cancers.
Solitary Journey
We are so communal or tied together with others. We find comfort in that and are so used to journeying together. I think when you are faced with a possible terminal illness, no matter how your support system helps you, you feel alone.
This is not necessarily bad. A gift of being told you have cancer is that you have to deal with that aloneness and with mortality. The positive outcomes to this are that you get the opportunity to reflect, repent, rejoice and possibly make restitution.
I am finding that the best way to deal with these things is straight on. Instead of avoiding or distracting myself from these uncomfortable things, I do best to charge in.
The physical part of this is to allow myself to nest and deal as much a possible just with this for a time. I have the benefit of a husband who will let me do this, doing my research and nutritional forays into new territory.
The spiritual counterpart of this is taking time for a retreat with God to connect more deeply and find the rock solid bottom that I know is there, but sometimes lose sight of.
This is not necessarily bad. A gift of being told you have cancer is that you have to deal with that aloneness and with mortality. The positive outcomes to this are that you get the opportunity to reflect, repent, rejoice and possibly make restitution.
I am finding that the best way to deal with these things is straight on. Instead of avoiding or distracting myself from these uncomfortable things, I do best to charge in.
The physical part of this is to allow myself to nest and deal as much a possible just with this for a time. I have the benefit of a husband who will let me do this, doing my research and nutritional forays into new territory.
The spiritual counterpart of this is taking time for a retreat with God to connect more deeply and find the rock solid bottom that I know is there, but sometimes lose sight of.
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Stuck
I have been researching supplements not only what doses of what supplements but what brands are best. I feel like I am getting nowhere. I am going to enter my email address so that others who have journeyed here before me can help if they will. Please no sales people contact me. I read Patrick Quillan's book, Fighting Cancer with Nutrition and I was excited about all he had to say until I realized that he was selling the products that he spoke about. I want a person who has nothing to gain to share info with me.
I am looking for something I can afford and a supplementing program that is reasonable in quantity also. Right now I am doing a program that I put together from my reading. It consists of handfuls of vitamins--not reasonable for long term.
I have checked out lef.org (Life Extension Foundation) and they sound really good (all pharmaceutical grade), but they are very expensive. I have looked into natural and organic but am unable to find anything that is independently certified for content and manufacturing practices (USP and MTP).
In the spiritual counterpart to this I feel stuck too. I want to be optimistic always, but that is not my make up. Even on the Tamoxifen, it seems I can feel the PMS pulling me down at the time it would occur normally without pharmaceutical interference. I know God is always there but sometimes I still feel so alone.
I am looking for something I can afford and a supplementing program that is reasonable in quantity also. Right now I am doing a program that I put together from my reading. It consists of handfuls of vitamins--not reasonable for long term.
I have checked out lef.org (Life Extension Foundation) and they sound really good (all pharmaceutical grade), but they are very expensive. I have looked into natural and organic but am unable to find anything that is independently certified for content and manufacturing practices (USP and MTP).
In the spiritual counterpart to this I feel stuck too. I want to be optimistic always, but that is not my make up. Even on the Tamoxifen, it seems I can feel the PMS pulling me down at the time it would occur normally without pharmaceutical interference. I know God is always there but sometimes I still feel so alone.
Saturday, April 21, 2007
More on "It is good for me and my family."
The next thing that happened to propel me forward was a second sermon that spoke about fearing nothing and no one except God. Again this was like a direct message to me. Although I took both of these messages into my heart, they did not immediately get rid of my fear.
I felt that literally the thing that kept the fear at bay was prayer--mine and others. Gradually though the "CANCER" in front of my face took on just the aspect of "cancer". My fear of cancer began to morph into a fear that I could ever be separated from God. I even had a dream related to this. This dream seemed to further put the cancer in perspective. The cancer could kill me but only my priorities and my lack of love towards God could separate me from him.
I came to realize that a miracle is not so much God intervening in an unnatural way as the fact that God would be constantly present with a person. This cancer is a good thing for me and my family somehow even if it kills me.
The physical tip and spiritual one coincide in this case as fear is experienced fully in both the body and spirit. The tip is to trust God. He is good-- all the time. Don't waste time being angry or bitter or asking why. Keep walking through the valley of the shadow of death even though you don't know what awaits you at the end.
I felt that literally the thing that kept the fear at bay was prayer--mine and others. Gradually though the "CANCER" in front of my face took on just the aspect of "cancer". My fear of cancer began to morph into a fear that I could ever be separated from God. I even had a dream related to this. This dream seemed to further put the cancer in perspective. The cancer could kill me but only my priorities and my lack of love towards God could separate me from him.
I came to realize that a miracle is not so much God intervening in an unnatural way as the fact that God would be constantly present with a person. This cancer is a good thing for me and my family somehow even if it kills me.
The physical tip and spiritual one coincide in this case as fear is experienced fully in both the body and spirit. The tip is to trust God. He is good-- all the time. Don't waste time being angry or bitter or asking why. Keep walking through the valley of the shadow of death even though you don't know what awaits you at the end.
It is good for me and my family.
The immediate reaction to cancer for me was disbelief then overwhelming fear. It is something you must experience to understand. I felt literally like there was huge threat labeled cancer right in front of my face 24 hours a day. It was there in my dreams and no matter what I was doing. I had people who told me just to be positive. This is unrealistic, I believe. I think that one must go through this. It felt like walking through the valley of the shadow of death. It is not fun but I think it is necessary.
Things started happening in my life to help me keep moving. I heard a sermon right after the diagnosis about remembering who we are. It used a film clip in which a Christian soldier in some past time was dealing with a crisis of manpower. The knights were all being killed. He made a decision to knight the common people, most of whom were farmers. After that brief ceremony, he spoke to a young man asking him who he was. The man replied he was a farmer. The leader slapped him and said "No, you are a knight. Never forget it!"
This made a huge impact on me. I felt like the cancer was my slap in the face reminding me who I am. I saw it at that moment as a good thing and felt that it would be a good somehow for me and for my family.
I will continue with this in the next entry.
Things started happening in my life to help me keep moving. I heard a sermon right after the diagnosis about remembering who we are. It used a film clip in which a Christian soldier in some past time was dealing with a crisis of manpower. The knights were all being killed. He made a decision to knight the common people, most of whom were farmers. After that brief ceremony, he spoke to a young man asking him who he was. The man replied he was a farmer. The leader slapped him and said "No, you are a knight. Never forget it!"
This made a huge impact on me. I felt like the cancer was my slap in the face reminding me who I am. I saw it at that moment as a good thing and felt that it would be a good somehow for me and for my family.
I will continue with this in the next entry.
Friday, April 20, 2007
Supplementing
I have not addressed this because I am still confused about it. I have read many different sources and my conventional doctors (I have many now) range from ignorant but tolerant to anti supplementing. I am now taking handfuls of supplements based on my reading, but basically I still feel like I am feeling my way in the dark. I will address this more thoroughly when I feel more secure in my knowledge. I have been seeking a source of USP certified (meaning the content is certified as being what it claims), MTP certified (meaning it meets the US manufacturing standards) as well as being natural and organic vitamins and supplements. No luck thus far.
The spiritual counterpart of supplements as I see it are Bible Studies or Small Groups for Christian growth or prayer. The most amazing, concise, and practical study I have ever been in is through an organization called Elijah House International. It is a series to prepare Christians for what they call "prayer counseling". Basically it is a summation of Biblical principles put in a very usable package, taught in a series of DVD's over a period of 2 years. I am going through the program for the third time and it always amazes me with Biblical concepts that I did not completely implement before. The reason I equate this with supplements is that both are trying to get the most nutritional wallop into the most compact form.
The spiritual counterpart of supplements as I see it are Bible Studies or Small Groups for Christian growth or prayer. The most amazing, concise, and practical study I have ever been in is through an organization called Elijah House International. It is a series to prepare Christians for what they call "prayer counseling". Basically it is a summation of Biblical principles put in a very usable package, taught in a series of DVD's over a period of 2 years. I am going through the program for the third time and it always amazes me with Biblical concepts that I did not completely implement before. The reason I equate this with supplements is that both are trying to get the most nutritional wallop into the most compact form.
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Things with Substance
The tip of today is to eat things with substance. Stay away from things that are white--white sugar, flour, rice, crackers, bread, etc. The things that break down slowly into the building blocks for the body are best because the body deals better with gradual release of sugars into the body than with surges. 80% of your diet should be made up of alkalizing foods. The best resource I found for information about this is the website-- ph-ion.com. You can get a printout of acid producing foods as well as alkalizing foods. It is also the cheapest source that I found for Ph strips to test your saliva or urine to see if your body is slightly basic like it should be. Most people who develop cancer have acidic balances.
To simplify and summarize the foods that contribute to normal balance (slightly basic), most vegetables are good. Grains and fruits generally make the body acid, except citrus fruits which seem to be neutral. Milk products are questionable. They are put in both the acid producing and the basic depending on whom you read. Meat, poultry and fish make the body acid. There are a few exceptions to these generalities.
The spiritual counterpart to this is to be careful what you allow into your mind and spirit. Many things on television and in books are like the white sugar and flour--empty or damaging. Also, balance in our lives is key to our lives in all areas. The Bible, good music, encouraging people, nature, good books and fulfilling work help keep us in balance.
To simplify and summarize the foods that contribute to normal balance (slightly basic), most vegetables are good. Grains and fruits generally make the body acid, except citrus fruits which seem to be neutral. Milk products are questionable. They are put in both the acid producing and the basic depending on whom you read. Meat, poultry and fish make the body acid. There are a few exceptions to these generalities.
The spiritual counterpart to this is to be careful what you allow into your mind and spirit. Many things on television and in books are like the white sugar and flour--empty or damaging. Also, balance in our lives is key to our lives in all areas. The Bible, good music, encouraging people, nature, good books and fulfilling work help keep us in balance.
Monday, April 9, 2007
Exercise
I read in Patrick Quillan's "Beating Cancer with Nutrition" that 15 hours of exercise a week decreases the chance of cancer recurrence by 60%. This is a tough goal--3hours a day if you give yourself weekends off. I have been doing 5 to 10 miles a day on the treadmill and I find it hard to get that in. (10 miles would be about 3 hours for me.) So, my conclusion is that this is not supposed to be easy. However, the rewards are there if you can set an exercise goal and stick with it. I am learning something in perseverance and in multitasking. I can have some good talks with God on the treadmill.
The spiritual counterpart to this tip is running the race of Christianity. I think that learning to have a steady relationship without the huge ups and downs is my goal now. I have a past walk with God that was more like the hare in the "Tortoise and the Hare" story.
The spiritual counterpart to this tip is running the race of Christianity. I think that learning to have a steady relationship without the huge ups and downs is my goal now. I have a past walk with God that was more like the hare in the "Tortoise and the Hare" story.
Thursday, April 5, 2007
Housecleaning
This may seem like a strange topic for cancer tips. But actually I am talking about our bodies. I have been constipated all of my life which I think may have contributed to getting cancer along with my love of sugar and not liking to drink water.
In all of the alternative medicine books that I have read it speaks of the need to clear out toxins and the main way of doing this is through regular bowel movements. Since changing my habits, I have come to think of normal as 2 to 3 times a day.
The books that have helped me with this are "Fit for Life" by Harvey and Marilyn Diamond, and "Complete Cancer Cleanse" by Calbom, Calbom and Mahaffey.
To put it in a nutshell the things that helped me are these.
I have modified the fresh fruit only in the morning as advocated by the Diamonds to this: a fresh fruit smoothie with the addition of extra fiber and protein (I use hemp as I am allergic to whey). I also add a packet of Emergen-c ( a powdered vitamin c and b complex) and Very Green ( a powdered vegetable supplement with spirulina and other greens from Trader Joe's) and Udo's Omega 3,6,9 oil. (Flaxseed oil is another thing touted tho help reduce occurrence of breast cancer per Kevin Trudeau in "More Natural Cures Revealed".) I put ice in and blend it first then add a fresh peeled orange and the rest of above ingredients. (I am not selling any products so know that I recommend something only because I like it.)
With my supplements, I take magnesium and golden aloe supplements. With all of the water and these measures, I now go 2 to 3 times a day as opposed to 1 to 3 times a week typically in the past. My abdomen used to hurt all the time and that has stopped. But more importantly, now the toxins are not sitting in my body doing their damage.
Along with this tip is the spiritual counterpart: cleansing that is needed constantly so that we don't have bitterness which leads to a toxic spirit. This calls for daily confession and forgiveness. I will talk more of this later as it is especially crucial to healing and is not an easy process. Here are two resources to help.
James 5:16-17 Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other, so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective.
Luke 7: 37-38 Do not judge and you will not be judged. Do not condemn and you will not be condemned. Forgive and you will be forgiven. Give and it will be given to you... For with the same measure you use, it will be measured to you.
Remember I am on a journey. I am not finished yet, so I am not saying all of this is accomplished in me.
In all of the alternative medicine books that I have read it speaks of the need to clear out toxins and the main way of doing this is through regular bowel movements. Since changing my habits, I have come to think of normal as 2 to 3 times a day.
The books that have helped me with this are "Fit for Life" by Harvey and Marilyn Diamond, and "Complete Cancer Cleanse" by Calbom, Calbom and Mahaffey.
To put it in a nutshell the things that helped me are these.
I have modified the fresh fruit only in the morning as advocated by the Diamonds to this: a fresh fruit smoothie with the addition of extra fiber and protein (I use hemp as I am allergic to whey). I also add a packet of Emergen-c ( a powdered vitamin c and b complex) and Very Green ( a powdered vegetable supplement with spirulina and other greens from Trader Joe's) and Udo's Omega 3,6,9 oil. (Flaxseed oil is another thing touted tho help reduce occurrence of breast cancer per Kevin Trudeau in "More Natural Cures Revealed".) I put ice in and blend it first then add a fresh peeled orange and the rest of above ingredients. (I am not selling any products so know that I recommend something only because I like it.)
With my supplements, I take magnesium and golden aloe supplements. With all of the water and these measures, I now go 2 to 3 times a day as opposed to 1 to 3 times a week typically in the past. My abdomen used to hurt all the time and that has stopped. But more importantly, now the toxins are not sitting in my body doing their damage.
Along with this tip is the spiritual counterpart: cleansing that is needed constantly so that we don't have bitterness which leads to a toxic spirit. This calls for daily confession and forgiveness. I will talk more of this later as it is especially crucial to healing and is not an easy process. Here are two resources to help.
James 5:16-17 Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other, so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective.
Luke 7: 37-38 Do not judge and you will not be judged. Do not condemn and you will not be condemned. Forgive and you will be forgiven. Give and it will be given to you... For with the same measure you use, it will be measured to you.
Remember I am on a journey. I am not finished yet, so I am not saying all of this is accomplished in me.
Wednesday, April 4, 2007
A down day
It is funny that I wrote about controlling emotions yesterday and today was the biggest downer I have had since my diagnosis. Is it hormones, is the diagnosis finally really sinking in, or is it that the active treatment has stopped and I am on my own now?
I told my husband and son about being down,and they pestered me with loving attention. With the help of my husband, I resisted a chocolate craving that was enough to slay me. I also emailed a friend to pray for me. And I feel better-- wonder of wonders!
I did start listening to the Bible CD's but they aren't as helpful as the Psalms. Maybe I will have to just rest in the Psalms for a while until I am really ready to move on.
So, the spiritual tip is to use your resources to fight emotions. Prayer (yours and others), encouragement of loved ones, Bible passages, and the knowledge that the emotions will pass. Hold on and you will feel better. Resist old habits and their pull will grow less and less.
Here is the physical tip for today. Sugar feeds cancer, especially the sugar surges that you get form candy bars, pop, etc. That is why it was so important to resist the chocolate or sugar craving. Virtually all of the resources I have read agree with this, even an article in "Cures" at the doctor's office. Another reference is Patrick Quillan's "Beating Cancer with Nutrition". Food will break down to sugars but simple sugars surge immediately into the system, and the cancer benefits from this and your body does not.
I told my husband and son about being down,and they pestered me with loving attention. With the help of my husband, I resisted a chocolate craving that was enough to slay me. I also emailed a friend to pray for me. And I feel better-- wonder of wonders!
I did start listening to the Bible CD's but they aren't as helpful as the Psalms. Maybe I will have to just rest in the Psalms for a while until I am really ready to move on.
So, the spiritual tip is to use your resources to fight emotions. Prayer (yours and others), encouragement of loved ones, Bible passages, and the knowledge that the emotions will pass. Hold on and you will feel better. Resist old habits and their pull will grow less and less.
Here is the physical tip for today. Sugar feeds cancer, especially the sugar surges that you get form candy bars, pop, etc. That is why it was so important to resist the chocolate or sugar craving. Virtually all of the resources I have read agree with this, even an article in "Cures" at the doctor's office. Another reference is Patrick Quillan's "Beating Cancer with Nutrition". Food will break down to sugars but simple sugars surge immediately into the system, and the cancer benefits from this and your body does not.
Monday, April 2, 2007
Be Gentle on Yourself
I was told by my cousin,Jim,to be easy on myself as I tried to make changes. This is good advice. Cancer makes you examine your life and see the shortfalls and sin.
Physically this may mean a lot of big changes, which I will address about one by one in separate blog entries. One by one, in my opinion, is the best way to implement these changes. Otherwise it becomes overwhelming. Hence, the physical tip of the day is "Be gentle on yourself."
Spiritually, this is true also. Be gentle on yourself there also.
The first way to make it easier on yourself is to get prayer support. It is hard to control emotions after you are diagnosed with cancer. There is always the question of "Has it all been destroyed?" Up until this point I have had tremendous prayer support. Family, friends , and people I don't even know have prayed for me. I could feel this literally lifting me out of fear--there is no more amazing thing. My advice to you is to find people who will pray for you through the toughest times.
Then deepen your roots so that you can drink your own comfort and sustenance from God. Now, I have pretty much finished treatment and I know that people have to move on. It is not possible to have people pray for you like that indefinitely. I know that I am going to have to develop deeper resources in my own Christian walk. Consistency and self discipline have not been my strong suits.
As I traveled through my cancer adventure so far, I have been relaxing in the Psalms and Proverbs or just cruising through the promises in the Bible. My plan now is to start going to sleep to New Testament Bible CD's to keep me from fear.
I am taking my cousin's advice and going step by step spiritually in a way that is easy on me. My experience with God is that He is that way--not overwhelming in wanting changes, but gentle.
Physically this may mean a lot of big changes, which I will address about one by one in separate blog entries. One by one, in my opinion, is the best way to implement these changes. Otherwise it becomes overwhelming. Hence, the physical tip of the day is "Be gentle on yourself."
Spiritually, this is true also. Be gentle on yourself there also.
The first way to make it easier on yourself is to get prayer support. It is hard to control emotions after you are diagnosed with cancer. There is always the question of "Has it all been destroyed?" Up until this point I have had tremendous prayer support. Family, friends , and people I don't even know have prayed for me. I could feel this literally lifting me out of fear--there is no more amazing thing. My advice to you is to find people who will pray for you through the toughest times.
Then deepen your roots so that you can drink your own comfort and sustenance from God. Now, I have pretty much finished treatment and I know that people have to move on. It is not possible to have people pray for you like that indefinitely. I know that I am going to have to develop deeper resources in my own Christian walk. Consistency and self discipline have not been my strong suits.
As I traveled through my cancer adventure so far, I have been relaxing in the Psalms and Proverbs or just cruising through the promises in the Bible. My plan now is to start going to sleep to New Testament Bible CD's to keep me from fear.
I am taking my cousin's advice and going step by step spiritually in a way that is easy on me. My experience with God is that He is that way--not overwhelming in wanting changes, but gentle.
Sunday, April 1, 2007
My Adventure Starts
I was diagnosed with breast cancer in Dec 2006 and had surgery in Jan 2007. Just this week I finished the last of 33 radiation treatments. Meanwhile, I have been reading and reading and reading. I have gone on the web and to health food stores. I have talked to nutritionists and people into alternative and complementary medicine.
It felt important to me not to be a passive victim and to meekly just do what the doctor tells me to do. I felt I need to be informed and to be part of the decisions.
Ultimately I feel like my life is in God's hands and I am not in any way diminishing his power. He has the power to heal in any way he chooses. I am depending on Him. However, there are things I can do to help.
That is what this blog will be about. I want to help people avoid getting disease and to help people become healthy again. I want to share my research and experience and make it easier to put together a healthy way of life.
The most shocking thing I learned is that 1 in 2 men will experience cancer in some form and 1 in 3 women will. 1 in 8 women get breast cancer. It is easier to stop an invader before he has gotten a foothold inside the defending walls. So take these tips as precancer tips if possible.
Here is the first tip-- get a water filter and drink lots of filtered water. Do not let yourself become thirsty. Sip water all day long. Stop all pop and artificial drinks and drink water. It will start tasting good. Add lemon whenever possible. Start with this step and do it for a week and you will find yourself loving water. Do not ever use any artificial sweetener in your drinks or at all--only a slice of lemon.
The spiritual tip that is related to the above physical one is this: immerse yourself in your relationship with God. If you don't have a relationship, start one. The book of John and 1 John are good resources on how to do this.
Then talk to God and listen to him talk to you. He talks to you very personally in the Bible. Tell him anything and everything, then listen to Him by reading the Bible. As you begin to understand the Bible as a book of living principles then you will be drinking the water that your spirit needs regularly.
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